Look, I hate plum jam.I only joined the WI to make my mother happy. I do, I hate plum jam. I'm crap at cakes, I can't make sponge. In fact, seeing as it's unlikely that George Clooney would actually come to Skipton to do a talk on what it was like to be in "ER", there seems very little reason for me to actually stay in the WI. Except suddenly... suddenly I want to raise money in memory of a man I loved, and to do that I'm prepared to take me clothes off for a WI calendar, and if you can't give us ten minutes of your time, Madam Chairman, well then, frankly, guys, I'm going to do it without council approval. Because there are some things that are more important than council approval. And if it means that we get closer to killing off this shitty, cheating, sly, conniving bloody disease that cancer is, oh God, I tell you, I'd run round Skipton market naked, smeared in plum jam, wearing nothing but a knitted tea cosy on me head and singing "Jerusalem"

Did you know that there are people who sleep with absolutely nothing on at all?

I don't know how to say goodbye. I can't think of any words.
Don't try.

This is ridiculous.
This, Madame, is Versailles.

I'm going off the grid. No more Franchises, no more botox, no more "Hey, oh, lets clone another goat," and certainly no more sexual harassment lawsuits, what's wrong with saying "Hey, nice tits." When did that go out the window?

What is learning, it's paying attention. It's opening you up to the big ball of shit that we call life. And what's the worst thing that could happen is you get bit in the ass. Well let me tell you my ass looks like hamburger meat, but i can still sit down

And I suppose you just expect me to go weak at the knees, and fall into your arms and cry hysterically. And say we'll just figure this whole thing out. A bi-continental relationship with our daughters being raised here and there. And. And, you and I just picking up where we left off and growing old together. And. And. C'mon Nick what do you expect? To live happily ever after?
Yes. To all of the above. Except you don't have to cry hysterically.
Oh, yes I do.

There are as many ways to live in this world as there are people in this world, and each one deserves a closer look.

alcoholic Customer: Do you serve beer or any alcohol?
Enid: I wish. Actually you wish... after about five minutes of this movie, you're gonna wish you had ten beers.

Rebecca: This is so bad it's almost good.
Enid: This is so bad it's gone past good and back to bad again.

Rebecca: You actually like that guy?
Enid: I don't know, I kind of like him. He's the exact opposite of everything I really hate. In a way, he's such a clueless dork, he's almost kind of cool.
Rebecca: That guy is many things, but he's definitely not cool.

Enid: So what was all that about enlarged holes and tight cracks?

Seymour: I can't relate to 99% of humanity.
Rebecca: Oh, face it, you just hate every single guy on the face of the earth.
Enid: That's not true. I just hate all these extroverted, obnoxious, pseudo-bohemian losers.

Enid: God, what a bunch of retards...
Rebecca: I thought Chipmunk-face was never going to shut up.
Enid: I know, I liked her better when she was an alcoholic crack addict! She gets in one car wreck and all of a sudden she's Little Miss Perfect and everybody loves her.
Rebecca: It's totally sickening.

Enid: I think only stupid people have good relationships.
Seymour: That's the spirit.

Rebecca: Oh look, there he is.
Enid: As always.
Rebecca: Waiting for the bus that never comes.
Enid: I wonder if he's just totally insane, or he really thinks the bus is coming?
Rebecca: Why don't you just ask him?
Enid: Hi. What's your name?
Norman: Norman.
Enid: Are you waiting for a bus?
Norman: Yes.
Enid: I hate to tell you this, but they canceled this bus line two years ago. There are no more buses on this street.
Norman: You don't know what you're talking about.

Rebecca: So, what do you do if you're a Satanist?
Enid: Sacrifice virgins and stuff.
Rebecca: I guess that lets us off the hook.

Enid: I think I'm going crazy from sexual frustration.
Rebecca: And you haven't heard the miracle of masturbation?

Maxine: It's really quite something to see you all grown-up like this, Enid. I'd love to know what you're doing now. I can't help but feel I had some small part in how you turned out. What're you studying? You were always such a smart little girl.
Enid: I'm taking a remedial high school art class for fuck-ups and retards.

Enid: We need to find a place where you can go to meet women who share your interests.
Seymour: Maybe I don't want to meet someone who shares my interests. I hate my interests.

Seymour: What are we, in slow motion here? C'mon, what are you, hypnotized? Have some more kids, why don't you.

Seymour: You think it's healthy to obsessively collect things? You can't relate to other people, so you fill your life with stuff... I'm just like all these other collector losers.

Enid: [Enid is reading a note clipped to her diploma] What?
Rebecca: What?
Enid: These assholes are saying I have to go to summer school and take some stupid art class.
Rebecca: Why?
Enid: God, I didn't think that just because you get an "F" you have to take the whole class over again.
Rebecca: [snickering] Loser.

[Enid is looking at the racist logo of Cook's Chicken, formerly Coon Chicken]
Enid: So, I don't get it. Are you saying things were better then, even though there was stuff like this?
Seymour: I suppose things are better now, but... I don't know. People still hate each other, they just know how to hide it better.

[Doug comes into the Sidewinder without a shirt on]
Doug: What's up, Josh? Give me two packs of cigarettes today. Working overtime: Sixteen hours.
[Puts malt liquir bottle on the counter]
Doug: And nature's nectar, wake-up juice. And give me six of these beef jerkys. I'm hungry enough to chew the crotch out of a rag doll.
[Sidewinder Boss spots him]
Sidewinder Boss: Hey. Hey. How many times do I have to tell you? No shirt, no service. Get the hell out of my store. What do you think this is, Club Med?
Doug: It's called America, dude. Learn the rules.
Sidewinder Boss: "Learn the rules?" No, YOU learn the rules. We Greeks invented democracy.
Doug: You also invented homos.
Sidewinder Boss: Fuck you.
Doug: You wish. You gotta buy me dinner first.

Doug: Rock n' roll, baby: Freedom of speech.

[on a comedian billed as the weirdest man in show biz]
Enid: If he's so weird, why is he wearing Nikes?

Enid: It's not like I'm some modern punk, dickhead. It's an obvious, 1977 original punk rock look. I guess Johnny fuckface over there's too stupid to realize it.
Rebecca: I didn't really get it either.
Enid: Everyone's too stupid.

[observing Seymour's order from across the diner]
Enid: Oh my God. He just ordered a giant glass of milk.
Josh: ...That's a vanilla milkshake.

[after seeing Seymour just miss hitting a truck]
Enid: Oh my god. It's him. He's insane.
Rebecca: We should follow him home.

Seymour: Well, I have to admit that things are really starting to look up for me since my life turned to shit.

Angry Garage Sale Woman: How much for this dress?
Rebecca: God, I can't believe you're selling that.
Enid: That's $500.
Angry Garage Sale Woman: What?
Enid: 500.
Angry Garage Sale Woman: You're crazy. It should be like $2.
Enid: I was wearing that dress when I lost my virginity.

Roberta: That piece is entitled "Mirror, Father, Mirror." I like to show it to people that I'm meeting for the first time because I feel it says so much about who I am and what it feels like to inhabit my specific skin.

Melorra: Oh my God. We have to get together this summer.
Enid: [Deadpan] Yeah... That'll definitely happen.

Enid: Josh.
Rebecca: Josh.
Enid, Rebecca: Josh!
Enid: God, I'll bet he's in there jerking off.
Rebecca: I'll bet he never jerks off.
Enid: Yeah, he's beyond human, and stuff like that.
Rebecca: Should we leave him a note?
Enid: Sure. You got a pen?
[Rebecca pulls out a pen, Enid takes it]
Enid: [writing] Dear Josh, we came by to fuck you, but you were not home. Therefore... you are gay. Signed Tiffany, and Amber.

Melorra: Oh my god, you guys. We actually made it!
Enid: [Deadpan] Yeah. We graduated high school. How... totally... amazing.

Enid: Wow, look at me. I'm not even listening to a word you're saying.

John Ellis: You know, you never paid me for that Indian dance routine tape.
Enid: Yes I did.
John Ellis: You Jews are so clever with money.
Enid: Fuck you. Stupid redneck hick.

Soda Customer: Hi, can I get a medium 7-Up?
Enid: ...Medium? Why sir, did you know that for a mere 25 cents more you can purchase a large beverage? And you know... I'm only telling you this because we're such good friends: Medium is really only for suckers who don't know the concept of value.

Enid: Look at this.
Rebecca: What?
Enid: Is Stacy Himmler going out with Rod Harbaugh.
Rebecca: Oh, God. How perfect.
Enid: He better watch out or he'll get AIDS when he date-rapes her.

Seymour: Let the machine get it, I have no desire to talk to anyone who might be calling me.

Enid: By the end of the summer you're going to be up to your neck in pussy.

Enid: Are you into girls with big tits?
Seymour: As long as she's not a complete imbecile and she's even remotely attractive.

Phillip: It's a really great video game about a guy who kills people with a big hammer.
Roberta: Oh. I thought it was supposed to be your father.

Enid: How can you stand all these assholes
Rebecca: Some people are ok, mostly I just feel like poisoning everybody.

Enid: [about Seymour's garage sale] It was so cute how he had his own little bags. I thought I was going to start crying.
Rebecca: Yeah, he should totally just kill himself.

from les eiene saraaahhhhhh
1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?
odile-locket sadly and because sarah and evryone was on it an di dnt put anything for ages till i realisede you could put writing up and photos..sooo i diiiiid

2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
errmm harr ypotter and lord of the rings and still is...except there maybe a little bit of...anything i can find

3. How many watchers do you have now?
Uhm….
that arent acctual friends? areound 15. lol and i love you guys for it dont get me wrong. im just glad i ahve more than that little rectangle but to be honest IM SO PRIVELEGED YOU GUYS CARE

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
ineedchemicaX, Poop-art annnnnnnnd a lil bit o'er m that chick that has a weird name......... oh fuckety fuck fuck

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
a bit of both

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
occasionally

7. What is your most popular deviation?
my totally spies one... see now thats a bit sad... and also the ones i did of celebrities, the avril lavigne one is quite faved but also my marie antoinette ones are very viewed

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
see now a bietter question is what anime do you watch because the answer is NONE apart from cartoons like the powerpuff girls, jackie chan and of course totally spies. but anime? thar aint much on Tv cept i used to love dragon ball Z in the mornings

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
apart from the whole shebang? but i like not being able to draw and making my pics of loads of lines and arent very realistic i like more abstracty thingsss...

10. Summer or winter?
autumn

11. Rain or Sun?
Stormy nights are my glory

12. What's your favorite type of music?
the old satchuwa bands from the 50s and sixties like the temptations and nina simone plus a dash of ella fitzgerald and louis armstrong and we got a DATE

13. PC or Mac?
M A C
although dont get me wrong i love my PC... but... mac? its like orgasm on a large white screen with music and webcam (eww that makes it sound like a porn movie. WELL MAYBE I WOULD FOR AN APPLE MAC OK? CHU GOTTA A PROBLEM WITH SHOWING THAT COLD BIG THING SOME LURVE? woah im just digging myself into a bigger and bigger hole... my cup doth overflow
OH SHUT UP

14. Anime or Manga?
Animagus

15. Coke or Pepsi?
Dr pepper brother please

16. Read or TV?
like if i HAD to choose?
well books but it depends what books and what tv though

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
erm from 3 minutes to an hour depending on if im searching or just checking messages

18. Name a hidden talent.
i can spell out blood with my hands

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
traditional please -aalthough disney when they were with pixar and they did the whole glitter thing? in anastacia...shit. my. face. off

20. What is your favourite fast food restaurant?
SARAH MCDONALS? HAVE SOME DECECNY. kfc. end of...

21. What are your top 3 favourite books?
generation x
the little prince
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd... dont laugh ok?.... the santa claus comics... there are like 5 of them and ... i love them
but ill claim your lying if you say it out loud

22. Wii or Playstation?
PC please

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands.
errrmmm LAdysmith black mambazo, kate bush annnd les seour gaudieg- plus you know panic at the disco old fall out boy, so on and so ect

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
depends what im writing

25. Do you like Denny's? you must ahve misplet it sorry (jk) its FRANKIE AND BENNY's (lol) and YES I DO THANK YOU. SLAMS DOOR.


26. What is your favorite emoticon?
...this stupid one of this big weird looking blob chasing little blob. big blob has big mouth and if it had sound...it woud scream in weird way

48. What do you want to be now?
a writer and singer on the westend... (but dont talk to me about the last bit, its a dream not anything i will do or be)

49. If you could eat one person, who would it be?
orlando bloom. i have discussed this, he will truly be delicous.

50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
id love it but hate it at the same time, Winky shes drunk and crying...

51. When is your birthday?
november 9th

52. Favorite type of ice cream?
Pistachio ice-a cream-a plus anything fruity like manog papya or guava YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY I got -AAAHHHh- brian freeze

53. Last book you read?
....insturctions manuel to DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES...THE VIDEO GAME

54. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
...apple store..or john lewis... or waitrose -ON THE MINI PORK PIES ALONE!!

55. Do you buy / sell / both on ebay?
buy... lots of weird things...like an action figure of a dinosaur... and a blow up dinosaur.... and also a patch with a dinosaur on it..... and a large teacup shaped flower pot.

56. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
you alright? and then they WALK OFF

57. Favorite all time tv show?
wild at heart and neighbours.. and.... *trumpa pa pa* PUSHING DAISIES those bastards THOSE COLD HEARTLESS BASTARDS

58. What was your favorite show as a kid?
...the queens nose THE FIRST SERIES. THATS IT. ENDS THERE

59. What are you listening to right now?
persuit of happiness by nuno bettencourt

60. What is the last thing you ate?
...chicken mayonaise baguette. YES, ALRIGHT, I KNOW

61. If you were a crayon what would you be?
a crayola crayon

62. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
lips, nose, eyes, hair, croth THE LAST ONE WAS A JOKE, but i do always note what trousers they are wearing cuz hiney if you dont wear the trousers right in this relaitionship, you dont wear the trousers

63. Favourite sport to play?
SOFT BALL AND KICKBALL not that im any good anymor. id love to be GOOD at foot ball, and yeah gotta love netball

64. Favorite Day of the Year?
December 24th and October 1st

65. Hugs or Kisses?
kisses but i mean likeon the lips if it was hugs or kisses on cheeks is obv hugs, but because (if ur wit meee) its hungs AND kises, AT TEH SAME TIME. but thats as far as it goes.

66. Chocolate or vanilla?
CHOCOLATE

67. Favorite Board Game?
MONOPOLY. I am a tycoon I AM A TYCOON

68. Favorite smells?
you.

69. What inspires you?
emotions

70. Do you have any piercing?
earsss... and... some where else that ypou cant see. JK

71. How many siblings do you have?
2, my mum and dad COME ON YOUR NOT SERIOUSLY SUGGESTING THEY'RE MATURE ENOUGH TO BE PARENTS

72. Bacon Bits or croutons?
bacon SLICES dont gimme no titbit and cubes

73. Favourite Day of the Week?
thursday

74. Favourite phrase.
JAI MA'ELLE 'ENRI MARGOU!

75. Favourite Restaurant?
...THE CARNIVORE... MEAT. GOOD. DRINK. GOOD. NONE STOP.... GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

76. Favourite animal?
sea otter

77. Favourite thing to do outside?
climb treess

78. Favourite thing to do when it's raining?
dance in fountains or kiss or run and sing and larf and be merry

79. Favourite Disney character?
Dr sweet off atlantis annd...beast...plus the three fairys off sleeping beauty, i wouldt watch it if it werent for them. and also.. MERLIN or sword ion the stone... see now if ud asked me who my fav lady was. easy. pochahuntis, mulan and esmerelda <- she was my number one as a kid though

80. Do you like coffee? If so, what kind?
yes. all, kinds. please. give me now yes?

81. Tag six people!
K.O

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (I AM. ¬.¬ )
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars. 4!
[ ] I tan easily. (I BURN DX)
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.well when i was younger that is.. I WAS LIEK WHITE BLONDE
[ ] I have a tattoo.I WILL
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.WANT
[ ] I wear glasses WANT
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.not necarserily wanted though
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[X] I have piercing in places besides my ears.wouldnt you like to know
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework. lol
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job -well if job is school then yes.
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing... erm only the once and only a little tiny bit
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.YES THE OTHER HAND
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public. have in rpivate though... when i was 13... bad day

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. just the one
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pyjamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.WANT TO
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.is that one of them 4 pints things or one pint or ummat int he big blue bottle..for the fridge?
[x] I've been in a crashed car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.once, too scary
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.what does this mean, i got to them a little first but kissed em the same day i met em

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. 3
[x] I've been in a fist fight. kinda. i puished amy gauld down, doe sthat count
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[x] I've inhaled Nitrous.is that poppers?
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself. i dotn like this quiz any more

Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well. ish.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. EXCEPT MY BEDROOM
[x] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pyjamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. excpet write sing, make love and be merry and travel, buts tahts obvious

So you got to go, but you don't know where

All that you know, is you can't stay here

What's left to do, wish you the best

In your pursuit of happiness

You say it's not me, it's just you

I'm the only one, in the room

Asking myself why you have left

In your pursuit of happiness

Happy Happy Happiness

Asking myself why you have left

In your pursuit of happiness

Pursuit of happiness

All the papers read

Happiness is fled

Known accomplice to the sad

I hope you find what you're looking for

Your piece of mind, I want nothing more

Lost somewhere over the rainbows end

In your pursuit of happiness

Happy Happy Happiness

Lost somewhere over the rainbows end

A man in a suit of happiness

Pursuit of happiness

All the papers read

Happiness has fled

Attempted fraud astrology

Is everybody happy

Is everybody happy

Smile everybody happiness

Is everybody happy

Is everybody happy

Smile everybody happiness

Time can move fast now that you're gone

Can't dwell on the past, what's done is done

Starting over again, more or less

In my pursuit of happiness

Starting over again, more or less

In my pursuit of happiness

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar





last week

just was


the worst week of my life


and my birthday just went to prove how shit a birthday can go


that your grandma doesnt love you enough to be there and your mother hates your grandma and grandma hates how youve turned out and hates how we are and hates how we live and hates how shes old and has lost all her beauty beauty that aparently was never passed onto
that i will never be beautiful to her
and maybe because of that

wont ever be beautiful to me






and



everything was just

and i felt so alone.
every day

and i never

and i went to the doctors and i couldnt

but any way


the weekend was fantastic

and met some

truly awesome people

and learnt some horrif things and saw horrif things and wanted to stop them so much my heart stopped

it was just.

its just.

the world wasnt meant to be like this

and

everything

theres so much beauty and

saddness

and the saddness is beautiful
and the beauty is so beautiful it makes you sad

and its just.

i had to cry

i had to, think and i wanted


i dont even know but


it was just fantastic in helping think about the future

however.

no weekend ebats

my leadership weekend
i never felt so moved, so blessed,
so full of hope and love

and never felt so loved in all my left
and i climbed a mountain on the same day i cried more thna i ahve done in my whole life, had mroe confidence, sang my heart out and laughed so hard and been so tired and ungry and full of everything



i just.


am.